Unfinished

Oh? I’m looking at you, can’t control myself

nothing but pain for me.
Wipe your tears, from your eyes.
Just leave and forget me.

No need to be hurt anymore.
Go away from me now,
I didn’t know, what is love?
No need to be hurt anymore.

You said “I miss you so much.”
Every night, thinking of you, and facing loneliness.
But when you feel sadness, never can I stay with you.
I’m not the one you need.

Close your eyes and forget me.
There’s nothing I can do anymore.
I’ve lost my way…
I’ve been walking in the night of tears.
There, I found someone was holding you.
As the night was all falling down.

With my love also vanished my vision of you…
My heart is cold now.
Wipe your tears, from your eyes.
Just leave, and forget me.
No need to be hurt, anymore.

Everyday, thinking of you, and living in loneliness.
But when you feel sadness, never can I stay with you.
Go away from me now.
I don’t know, what is love?
No need to be hurt, anymore.
Can’t find my way…

music & words: Yoshiki

-be grateful, be faithful, be careful-

Lagu Rindu

Bintang malam katakan padanya

Aku ingin melukis sinarmu di hatinya

Embun pagi katakan padanya

Biar kudekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya

Bintang malam sampaikan padanya

Aku ingin melukis sinarmu di hatinya

Embun pagi katakan padanya

Biar kudekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya

Reff

Tahukah engkau wahai langit

Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya

Kan kupasang hiasan angkasa yang  terindah

hanya untuk dirinya

Lagu rindu ini kuciptakan

hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta

Walau hanya nada sederhana

Ijinkan kuungkap segenap rasa dan kerinduan

 

Tahukah engkau wahai langit

Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya

Kan kupasang hiasan angkasa yang terindah

Hanya untuk dirinya

Lagu rindu ini kuciptakan

hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta

Walau hanya nada sederhana

Ijinkan kuungkap segenap rasa dan kerinduan

 

Somehow, I miss u..

-be grateful, be faithful, be careful –

Hanya Ingin Pulang

Seindah-indah nya mimpi ku, dan lautan di seberang mata ku

Mengapa ku rasa sendiri, rindu yang terus menghampiri

Hatiku tertinggal di sana, terpisah pulau yang berbeda

dan rindu hati ini, ku ingin kembali…

Tak seperti angan ku, tak seperti ingin ku

Semua yang terjadi sakiti hatiku..

Lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa

Ku hanya ingin pulang..

Lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa

Ku hanya ingin pulang..

Melepas semua keraguan di hatiku

tuk meraih semua cita dan juga mimpi

Tak pernah ku sangka ini kan terasa berat

Walaupun begitu ku harus kuat

Walaupun ku harus menerima kenyataan

Hari ini, esok, lusa ku kan sendirian

Tanpa seorang pun yang ada tuk berkleuh kesah

dan menemani diriku saat sedang gundah

Oh Tuhan, berikan lah ku kekuatan

Tuk jalani hidup ini tanpa mereka yang ku cintai…

Lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa

Ku hanya ingin pulang..

Lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa

Ku hanya ingin pulang..

*sigh

-be grateful, be careful, be careful-

In a Rush

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I can’t tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what’s been troublin’ my mind
But still I can’t find the words
But I know that something got a hold of me

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I can’t tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

Baby, some day I’ll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don’t hear this song
I guess you’ll never know that…

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I cannot explain
What’s over me

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I can’t tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I can’t tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

..this song for you..

-be grateful, be faithful, be careful-

Love, Crush, Lust

I want you.. why?

You are my angel, my beauty.. you are the one for me, no other like you.. You..

I need you.. why?

I can’t get enough of you, I’m addicted.. to fill my heart, to bright my day.. You..

I miss you.. why?

I want to hold you, to feel you..  to know that you feel the same.. You

I love you.. why?

I want you.. this feeling is so right, just for you.. You

 

-be grateful, be faithful, be careful –

Mama

Mama thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I’m not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times
I forgot

Mama remember all my life
You showed me love,You sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I’ve changed
along the way

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I’m sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I’ve been wrong
Dry your eyes

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I’m sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you

Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you’re happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I’ve changed
Along the way
And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama

dedicated to the most amazing woman, who always be there for me..

-be grateful, be faithful, be careful-

Untitled

Ga tau kenapa g selalu suka lagu ini, suka ada yang nanya seh “ga bosen l?”, “come on, another song please?!” yah comment-comment kaya gitu lah, tapi tetep g suka banget lagu ini..Yah mungkin karena lagu ini pernah dengan tepat nya ngegambarin suara hati g saat pertama kali denger lagu ini.. so here we go

” Ketika kurasakan sudah ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh ooh…

Dan ketika ku sadari sudah, tak selalu indah cinta yang ada…

Mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti, bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki

Salahkah ku bila … kau yang ada di hatiku… ooh …

Adakah ku singgah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan ada ku

Adakah ku sedikit di hatimu, bilakah ku mengganggu harimu…

Mungkin kau tak inginkan ada ku, akankah ku sedikit di hatimu…

Bila memang ku yang harus mengerti, mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki

Salahkah ku bila… kau yang ada di hatiku, kau yang ada… di hatiku…

Bila cinta kita tak ‘kan tercipta, ku hanya sekedar ingin ‘tuk mengerti…

Adakah diriku singgah di hatimu … dan bilakah kau tahu

Kaulah yang ada di hatiku, kau yang ada … di hatiku…

Adakah ku … di hatimu… “

…for someone out there, who will  never be the one but always on my mind..

 

– be grateful, be faithful, be careful –